My love letter

 Dear heartthrob,

I'm writing this from a place filled with an array of emotions.

This heart has been battered and shattered, one too many times. I no longer feel sorry, I know my experiences are shaping me into the perfect gold God has created me to be.

I'm currently a bundle of broken pieces but I trust God through this healing process and I believe broken crayons still make beautiful colorings.

So while I wait, I promise to get better. 
While I wait, I'll heal.
While I wait, I promise to live my dreams.
While I wait, I promise to be kind.
While I wait, I promise to guard my heart diligently.
While I wait, I promise I won't dabble into unhealthy entanglements.
While I wait, I promise to be the reality of all that God has in mind.

Please stay whole in God, so when you come, we'll be two complete people coming together as a whole.

Ours will be a beautiful union that will shake territories and secure countless victories.

Though I'm currently broken, I still believe God is taking me through this process to purify me as gold.

When you come, I trust I'll be strong and healed enough to love you as you deserve.

Keep loving on Jesus so you can keep winning in life!

I look forward to when we'll read this and laugh together.

Happy Valentine's day to you!

Comments

  1. SimbiFebruary 15, 2022 at 3:12 PM

    Somehow this made me almost teary eyed, and I'm not searching!

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  2. AMEH PEACEFebruary 15, 2022 at 8:44 PM

    Reading this in the future. I bet it'll be with with some awwwnnnns

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    1. Agbo DebbieNovember 4, 2024 at 11:13 PM

      I came back to read in the future, and truly I'm filled with some awwwwwnnns. I'll still come back in the nearest future 😄

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